Hatred Squared

Supremely satisfying,
our senses mingled,
suspending time
and life.

The musical melodies
of our uncontrollable urges,
shatter the illusion,
ending the night.

A drastic decision,
a calculated choice,
disappearing decidedly
and taking flight.

Leaving you stranded with
heart-pounding rage,
my bitter betrayal has
set the stage, for
the creation of a cold,
calculated exterior
necessary to bury a
softened interior.

Love is wrong and restricting
and wasteful and revolting,
It engulfs like a flame,
always hazy,
always choking.

Hypnotizing, bastardizing,
it bends, it breaks
the will of the weak,
by plunging one deep
and mesmerizing
and hypnotizing,
suffocating with lust,
a loss of ones self, by
breaking the trust.

Maddening motivations
numb your mind,
as you realize
I left you behind.

Alone, forgotten,
always and forever, lost
to a foreboding shift
in fate.